Coming back did actually feel a bit awkward, so much had happened in Japan and it felt like I should've stayed longer, buuut you know that boring little thing called reality popped up and yeah of course I couldn't stay there forever. What bothered me the most was probably that I had gotten close to some people in Tokyo, and I'm missing them really bad, well that's why I choose the cheesy headline, of course I live here in Sweden, it's where I have my family, friends, school and life, but I'm starting to have those things in Japan as well, so I wouldn't call either of them " my real home", but instead places that are an important part of my life, since well obviously I would like to live at both places at the same time even though that is quite impossible.
It feels really good to be home, but I still have that nagging feeling that something is missing, I hope it will pass but I have a feeling it might not...
But anyway, school starts in about a month, so I will study japanese fashion through out history, I'm really looking forward to it! And the rest of summer will probably be working at conventions and spending time with friends. We're planning on taking the boat out to some random island and camp, sounds like fun indeed. I'm just glad I manage to keep myself busy, it helps my thoughts from getting astray I guess.
I've also managed to get an conciliation appointment with my doctor concerning the metal plate in my arm, it really needs to go and I just want to get on with the surgery as soon as possible.
And I have two fun weekends ahead, on saturday it's Amon Amarths concert with the guys, hell yeah swedish viking metal! And the saturday after that me and Tom are going to Helsinki for D's concert, I just know that will be one crazy trip...
Right now taking one day at a time is a really good pace, and the show must go on!
